Today I can say that the sadness I feel the whole body overwhelms the mind and soul.
I feel I want and I can not ... but the mind directs the body can not move.
I have to accommodate the situation I'm experiencing at the moment, moments that will be today, and tomorrow will no longer exist as such, only experiences that I had to take and then be forgotten, although the period of time has been very considerable.
In this period I am referring to, they accumulate a few more momentous things that I will be marking and leaving footprint and bad taste unable to be present to deal with them relevant.
On one hand I have killed a loved one and to be admitted I have not been able to visit or accompany the final moments, as close as the phone a few days ago ...
a few days my breast dementia and more of the same, I'm an only child, and not being have to be entered. The closest the phone a few days but other no idea ... I'm
hundred miles from home, this means that the communication is very fluid, nor I am very concerned about this issue, for that is the usual phone.
Now the latest is my Siamese cat breed Meri, has twelve years living together with me and my family has put me through times of laughter and endless joys and hand me a lot of company when others were moving house and I was one indefinitely, it was wonderful it was up to the foot of my bed for a nap when I allowed it a weekend, or watching TV while I lay on the sofa and put in my lap ... curled
compare one animal with a human being, is a bit unusual, that does not agree to anything, but it will drop more than filling the cup to overflowing.
because of a change of address site agrees to take the best from now on for her, she would accompany a reasonable time to adapt to freedom and then we would see the steps, was precisely what I would expect it and with her, but I had to go by foot, you know because ...
comes to the farm and leave it on the floor with trasportÃn door open and the door of the house also fall within the bags to leave, they turned around and was not only spent two minutes and disappeared, night falls and does not appear and this is Saturday night and still no sign of life, property and this after going on active and passive but as usual, so much so that now I began to dedicate this post to my beloved Meri, think it takes two days without eating or drinking ...
Moral; yours must always be in your hand, and if not worth more does not have.
The disgust that I am having is enormous ... just being with her until she was cleared of everything and be guided a little bit ... as a mother I would never for a moment alone.
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!. Appeared on Monday night, four days in tension, but it was worth the wait if that is good!
As this post is dedicated today to Meri, I leave you this gift for tod @ s the you to go this your home. Maria del Carmen 
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